Monday, June 13, 2011

hey.




I have been totally avoiding this blog because of how terrible I did at it. I had such high hopes! I wanted to be 40 pounds lighter! But I'm 8 pounds heavier. I also didn't delete this blog because I am not one to just give up. So here it goes, try number 2. 

I am slightly lumpier than when I started but I gotta do something! It is seriously so discouraging to be this big. It is super hard for me to lose weight too. It's easy for people to say, "just do it", but they haven't been 175 lbs. Last week was my birthday and there were a lot of pictures taken. There wasn't one picture where I wasn't amazed at how big I looked. In my head I am NOT that big, but there it is, wide load. An ex-boyfriend added me on facebook the other day and I was so bitter that I have gotten so big so I couldn't shove my hotness in his face.
Okay, this is sounding so depressing. I don't just wanna be a negative nancy so lets try this again.

Goals for the week: 
Don't eat out and only have 1 small treat
Go to the gym at least 4 times for at least 30 minutes
Drink more water

Another plus is that I have gotten a lot better on my board this year. My back has healed up pretty good from my accident a few years ago and I'm more consistent and just so much more comfortable on my board than ever before! Just imagine, if I lost a bunch of weight I would be SO GOOD! hehe.

1 comment:

  1. Ladyfriend, I think you look great! Don't feel down! Perhaps sign up for the Body Weight Management class on campus. That's what got Seve in gear to lose weight. He also got the MyFitnessPal app on his phone to track calories, it helps him a lot.

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